Our Love Story - VI (Reconciliation and Betrayal)

he did not stop bugging me after they broke up. eventually, i gave in. i asked him to keep it a secret. i didn't know how to tell my family and my friends that we got back together. i knew it would be a long story. they would ask me plenty of questions. and i wasn't ready to answer them yet. but keeping it a secret was a BAD idea.

because no one knew we're together again, it gave him chance to still play around with women. i was away, so he felt safe that i wouldn't catch him. until i heard rumors of him with other girls. he was a natural friendly, so i didn't mind the rumors. he might just be very friendly to them. but the rumors didn't stop.

until i got a text message from an unknown number, asking me if i knew him. i said yes, and the sender told me that she's his girlfriend, and i'm a loser, being the other woman. i was shocked! i still didn't believe it. maybe i was in denial. but my insticts were telling me something's really wrong.

"i'd rather know and get hurt, than not know and be a fool" - that's my motto. so i texted a friend, who i was suspecting as his lover. she admitted that something's going on between them. and it's more than what i expected - more than what i could do for him. yes, they're doing "IT".

i was almost speechless. i couldn't believe what i found out. it was painful, but at least i knew the truth and the truth would set me free. i called him and confronted him. he denied it at first, but after i slapped him with what i knew, he admitted. my heart was BROKEN. how could he?! i asked him why, but he could not give me an answer. he was speechless!

that phone call was very short - less than 2 minutes i think. and it ended with my heart broken and us breaking up - AGAIN! that was october 2006.